Help Lay Our Little Princess to Rest

I never thought in my wildest dreams I would be at this moment where I have to put all my pride to the side all the while sitting here with my heart shattered at my feet for those who know me, know that I don't ever take handouts, I have never asked for help nor expect anything to just be given to me. Someone can ask if I want something, and I could be the most starvingest but I would still say" NO THANK YOU, IM GOOD" but right now is one of the hardest things I have to do and it's because I can't think of myself, I have to do this for my baby girl.

She was born with a big Mass on her chest, we didn't know what it was until her stay at the hospital where we found out it was a tumor. I was blessed to bring her home with me for just about a week or so to have to just go back to the hospital. We have to get helicopter over from Madera to children's Oakland where 2 Days later I ended up getting sick and hospitalized myself. When I came to it, I was told my little princess had a Rhabdoid sarcoma, which is a rare and fast-growing cancer that are hard to treat and have a poor prognosis. To sit in the hospital praying that a miracle happens for her while I'm being diagnosed with adult seizures and a cancerous brain tumor myself.

I kept asking God, how are we both dealt with such a shitty hand. Why make me hold n feel everything with her for 9months just to snatch her from me and the chaplain said "she had a purpose in this life even if it was a short time" and I had to dig deep to figure out what it was, I finally came to realize it was to save me. Because if we never got in that helicopter I would have never known that I was sick myself. As a mom it doesn't make it any easier cuz I would take her place in a heartbeat, but I also know it was her sacrifice to make sure I'm still here to take care of her other siblings.

So in this hard time we are asking everybody and anybody for help no matter how little to lay my PHAT GIRL to rest and give her the most beautiful and proper burial that she deserves.

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