Hello , I am Alex's big sister, most of you know me but probably not some of alex' friends.

My name is Jessica and I am about 5.5 years older then my little brother .

A bit of history though, is in 2002 my other brother Jordan whom was 2 years older the me, took his own life at age 14. Now my little brother is gone because he couldn't breathe and they couldn't resuscitate him.

I can't imagine what my mother laura is feeling.

She is struggling and now unable to work do to grief.

She is very stressed about bills and funeral costs.

When Alex was little around 4 years old Jordan and I would scare him with the goosebumps cassette tape and turn off the lights. We would jump off the bunk beds and we would run for the ice cream truck together.

I did not grow up with my brothers but we were family.

Alex always called me sis as a teen and a adult. Never by my name.

When I gave birth to korra my only daughter alex loved and cherished her and played and looked out for her.

Korra is now 14 years old on the 19th of August.

My little brother was the kindest person I've ever known.

He always made me smile and weloved watching silly YouTube movies together.

I will deeply miss him, today is a very sad and bad day.

Please help if you can.

Your thoughts and prayers are welcome and if you want to send cards or flowers send to

Jessica nirri

650 S. Lowell street apt 312

Portland oregon 97239