My name is kristine & I am an animal loving, human loving person who used to be friendly & outgoing & creative & fun loving & energetic & happy & kind & compassionate & music loving & life loving & i want to feel like myself again. this illness has completely turned my entire life upside down & I need help. I can not do this alone anymore. i need help, i need my home to be safe. I need a safe place for my cats & i to live so i can heal my body & brain from toxic mold exposure that happened during stay at home orders due to the pandemic. please help if you can, anything will help me get the solid answers & imperative treatment i need. 

It has taken me almost 2 years of worsening terrifying physical & cognitive symptoms, multiple ER visits & countless doctors & specialists to figure out that my various symptoms dating back at least 7 years & then their frighteningly exponentially worsening post lockdowns & stay at home orders due to the covid-19 pandemic, to realize that my apartment has been making me sick for years, likely the entire time I’ve lived in it.

i haven’t had a safe place to call home for over a year now, i have been in a state of fear & uncertainty & physical illness & overwhelming stress since shortly after my symptoms progressed mid 2020 & it took me until this last spring to realize for certain that it was in fact my apartment making me sick, i had been trying to find a new safe place to live for about a year though, having an innate feeling i was not safe inside my home, as I always felt better when I left it spent time away. i have spent as much time as possible outside in fresh air for the last 7-8 months & am trying to get my apartment complex to fix the issue, but they aren’t being proactive & have been deceitful & dishonest in regards to the safety of my apartment & have not adequately dealt with past leaks & raw sewage overflows & accurate testing for safety, to the detriment of my health & safety.

I need help to pay for further diagnostic tests, to find a new safe environment to heal in & to pay for medical treatment & therapy to help heal from this under exposed illness & prolonged exposure to inflammatory, carcinogenic, neurotoxic & cytotoxic chemicals & biotoxins in my old outdated improperly maintained water damaged apartment. I need financial help to see the doctors & therapists who can help heal my body & most imperatively, my brain from the physical & emotional trauma of this nightmare. 

i don’t have energy to type a ton right now cause i want to get this posted so i can get help to pay for immediate testing asap, but if you are unaware of the dangers of water damaged buildings or have not heard of sick building syndrome or mold toxicity or mycotoxins or toxic mold poisoning or cirs or the resulting trauma & ptsd, they are very easy to look up & gain knowledge on, i just don’t have the energy to reiterate right now. 

please help me get the tests i need in order to find a safe place to heal & help me see the doctors i need to help me heal. i want my life back, I want to heal & live & feel like myself again. I can’t stay in this uncertainty & fear & i need help to get to the other side of this. please, please & thank you so so indescribably much