Okay, I'll just be completely honest here. After losing my dad three years ago and then my mum a year ago, I started drinking. Alot. It escalated. Then after losing my best friend Jessika and my job, my drinking increased 10 fold. I realized I had a huge problem and when I attempted to detox at home, I started shaking and puking so hard I feared having a seizure and possibly asperating and dying. I called 911 and I spent 4 days in hospital detox, and it honestly saved my life. The team was amazing and i think that made a huge difference too. I took some time for my body to adjust and make sure I was going to be okay and have people checking in on me.

With that said, I am currently jobless but starting a new job on the 24th but that is not till close to the end of the month and rent and bills NEED to be paid ASAP.

But after all this, I have absolutely no money due to having to take care of my animals and get food for me to survive. My rent is 1500$, I told my landlord it would be late but I also DID NOT anticipate the job market being slim and then not starting to the 24th. He is a very understanding man but I feel so much shame. I need time to get back on my feet. With yalls help I feel come mid October I can have September rent paid then end of October I'll be fully caught up.

Also due to being so stuck 3 steps back instead of forward, I owe about 500$ in backed up bills let alone necessities for my animals and me. My funds are depleting and I'm panicking.

So here I am, asking for any donations anyone can make till I start this new job and get back on my feet. I am trying my hardest and doing my best.

I'm very grateful to be completely sober and I hope I can be trusted and redeem myself in all the ways. But I understand trust when it comes to money and help. I TRULY just need to get on my feet. I have venmo (kortneelove) and cashapp (kortneelovee) too if people wanna donate there due to percentages here.

I just really need help in this sober journey of getting back on stable legs and mind and soul. I need help getting my bills to date so I can focus on getting rent taken care of and beginning this job.

So please. Anything helps. I love you all and your support has been more than you guys think.

Thank you for anything and everything..

I love you all.

-Kortnee