hi thank you for the support! i appreciate any donations regarding my situation dealing with lifelong abuse. i love you all and even if i didnt raise what i was anticipating to i hope everyone who donated to me knows that you made a huge impact on my survival for the last few months. i still am working on gaining a sustainable comfortable living situation since i was dealing with immensely more difficult situations than i had expected or ever thought was possible. if you read my words that had been taken down before now then you may know that this situation im in is a lot worse than i can publicly express of the truth. im very tired but i will keep pushing to stay alive and help others grow in the future from situations with any relativity to the last 19 years of trauma i have been experiencing and exposed to. no one deserves to be alone through what i went through and i realized that the only person who had my back truly was me. i still love everyone the same regardless of the things that i know to be true about the people and experiences in my past and i will continue to push myself to find the love i deserve. my instagram is @moltingbutterfly if anyone has questions about this. thank you<3