Update: ive filed my disability appeal but life is getting scary. My cell is getting cut off and electricity soon. Ive received a call about repoing my car. And yes ive called all bills during this time to let them know whats going on. I never thought life would hit me like this. Im fighting to keep my faith. I feel like God has forgotten me. That makes me sad. Give your family hugs. You never ever know when this is it.

I was strong enough to help my son when he had cancer but im not quite sure how to move forward right now for myself. I haven't even told people and I never thought I'd do a go fund me. But... life is scary right now. I was recently diagnosed with congestive heart failure and am off work until I get some answers from cardiology. 53 is way too young. I'm hoping we can find a cause and reverse it. But right now I have few answers. I'm waiting on short term disability to pay a few bills. Money isn't even necessary from people. Im just scared. Prayers and support are welcome and needed. Thank you.