Hi guys, it is me again. Some of you know this and some of you don't, but my mom passed in October, cutting our household funds in half. And, of course that is went disaster strikes. First, it was a hole in the side of my furnace and the company declined to finance, so I am totally dependent on electric heat. It is expensive, but not as expensive as getting a new furnace. Then Nico got sick. I didn't really think he was sick at the time, I just thought he was angry when he would pee random places, I was just ruling things out, but no, turns out he was sick. Then I had a tree fall crushing a fence. There are 2 others that need to come down. And then yesterday a collection agency called to collect for Mom's anesthesia. I have to say the dogs have been champs through all of this. I always feel like I should be able to handle everything my self, but as soon as I get on track it all falls apart again.