Help Kaylee walk again and live a normal life

Hi everyone. I’m Kaylee a 20 year old female, who is battling lots of health problems. It all started with mental health bpd, anxiety, depression, ptsd, etc. I thought this was a lot at the time… I always felt something was wrong and kept “digging” to find something..later on finding I have hypothyroidism and hashimotos. Basically my body is attacking my thyroid and doctors don’t like to get to a root cause they just like throwing you some medicine. This is why our health system is a joke.that’s a different topic though.  Anyway not even 6 months later I started experiencing super bad hip pain in my right hip. I went on and on for months not thinking anything of it.(I have scoliosis so I’m always in some kind of pain) I thought maybe I just overworked something. X-rays later they found just some bone growth over my femur bone and thought maybe that was rubbing. I still felt something was wrong. 2 MRIs later and lots of blood work I got diagnosed with AVN (Avascular necrosis) finding it first in my right hip. I have a lot of fluid and inflammation. I’ve been on crutches for 4 weeks now. I tested positive for sclerderma but we are hoping it’s a false positive. If not it adds a lot more complications with a core decompression surgery. I won’t be able to walk for eight weeks and it will take 3 months to fully recover. The chances of this surgery to be successful are very slim with it being a new surgery and not knowing long-term effects. I’m scared and I’m lost and I still feel I’m a victim to all of this. I’m struggling financially with getting rid of animals not being able to afford them but have my best interest to have what’s best for them and it hurts. I hate asking for money and this took a lot of strength for me. I’m trying not to look at the world as such a bad place but it’s hard when I can’t do day to day things.not to mention my liver problems and blood work having to be done every month. Life’s hard right now and it’s hard to see the bright when everything you love gets taken away from you in a flash and your helpless. I’m doing this more so I can have my animals and give them a better life and what they deserve. Pictures and videos will be posted as updates. If you read this far I appreciate you. Here’s a video for better understanding. :