Help Karuna Satori Preserve Munchkin's Memory

My name is Sarah but many people online know me as “Karuna Satori ASMR”. I help put people to sleep through audio and visual stimulation known as a process called autonomous sensory meridian response (ASMR). I have donated so many times on this website and others to help others during times like these, and I am for once outpouring and desperate for help. Let me explain -

throughout my ten years on the internet I have always had a companion beside me. Seen in my videos, my platforms and photos, and my voice - munchkin. My beautiful boy. My soul pet. My heart. Typing this burns. He had a near death experience that required emergency surgery in 2022 and drained my savings well over $9,000. We were told he probably wouldn’t make it and look where we are. 2025, three years later, with devastating news. About a year ago, Munchkin started experiencing chronic upper resperitory infections. Our vet would prescribe doxycycline, and it would work - for a short time. The infection always returned and always stayed strictly on the left side of his face. Eventually, he became what we THOUGHT was antibiotic resistant - and the infection stayed. We thought we could handle this, until he started snoring when he would breathe. I never thought it would be what I was told two days ago. We were finally referred to a pet hospital and internal medicine did a $3,000 out of pocket CT scan. The results are posted above. He has an aggressive tumor that ate away at his skull and is now progressing into his brain. My heart burns typing this. I can’t believe I’m typing or doing any of this. Not only is it against his brain, it’s down his throat and blocking his airways soon to completely close them. Two doctors told us if we don’t put him down within the next couple of days, he will be in crisis. I can’t handle that. I can’t see my soul pet suffer like this. And what’s worse, he seems relatively alright at the moment. So how do I deal with this? How do I deal with taking my anxiety ridden boy, and putting him down. There is no right option that doesn’t absolutely destroy me inside, even though this is about him. My heart is aching.

I am asking for help. I’d like to ask for help in preserving his body after death. I plan on working with “Animal Family Pet Preservation” for this. However, with the CT scan, Doctor visits, meds, and at home euthanasia, I am out of options. I am absolutely pleading for help in allowing me to keep a piece of my boy - my best friend and soul pet. Please help me to bring him home to keep by my side, the way he was all of his life. His at home euthanasia is this Sunday, June 22. My birthday of all days is this Wednesday. What a way to be absolutely destroyed inside. My heart. Thank you, if you’ve made it this far. Thank you, if you’ve helped. Monetarily or by sharing. Please.