on july 20, i walked out of my shower to see the lights in my room completely off, a candle i had in a metal tin that i lit to make the room smell nice after i shower had melted through the plastic table it was sitting on and spread to light my bed on fire. i tried putting it out twice, with water and a extinguisher, but the smoke was getting so bad i couldnt go in anymore. the fire got out of control and i had to run out of the house. by the time the fire department came, the fire spread into the attic and nothing i had in my new or lifelong possession was still there. my life's work on my computer was melted, the backup drive was gone, mixers, launchpads, performance tech, microphones, cameras, and all my music memorabilia and vinyls were destroyed, all my clothes, makeup, photographs, every form of ID and birth certificate and healthcare documents, anything i ever cared about went up in flames. i've never wanted to ask other people for anywhere close to this much help, but i need to recover my music tech quickly to do my job and not lose it or ny health insurance. my home insurance is refusing to cover anything at all due to the owner not living in the building 247.

i'm humbly asking for your help to recover my music tech, and help recover some of my collection of band shirts and pro wrestling shirts i've been collecting since i was 14, i even had signed posters and rare vinyls from daft punk, justice, madeon, paramore, and all of it is gone. i'd like to recover at least the stuff i can still buy new, it would take thousands more to recover the rare stuff i collected.

if you've ever enjoyed my music, hung out in voice chats on discord while we were talking production, laughed at something i posted, liked a song i sent you, seen me at a show and danced with me, it would mean the world to me if you gave whatever you can and share this around so i can get back on my feet and hopefully get closer to somewhere even better than i was before from there. this is rock bottom, and i can get back up faster with your help and donations - justice