i am father of one girl, separated and lately in a lot of debt, was doing better before the pandemic,

savings all that stuff went away really quick in 2020, then 2 years later i got covid, medicals bills were paid by my parents, dang old dude like me, but i am fortunate, was scared to be honest, had a job for over 3 years, and then another one for year, but this 2026 its been a hard year for me and my family, unfortunately in my industry there is a lot of contract work that is underpaid, my last job was back in March got laid off after a month and 1/2 there,

no food stands cause i don't qualify, i get the max of EED apparently.

still owe 1400 on my car payments, almost done there, tried gofund me 4 years ago... nada, nothing.

i am not hoping to get right here or say please, but here i am, looking for a stranger to help, why cause family normally does not help you in bad times, also why would i ask. they have an idea that i have a good life, many people don't understand or see the obstacles, stress that people have... and that is OK, why would they.

starting a job at the end of may, hopefully will stop colleting unemployment checks for at least 3-4 months and then again, back to looking for a job, i fix computers for living, almost 47 if you wondered, yup had my business back in the day, i told no bitcoin just cash to many folks.... nahh who cares it was pennies back then.. cash only please i say..

well my name is Juan if you wanted to know, i fix computers, struggling with bills, if you stick to this part, god bless you and wish me good luck i need it..

oh btw i am a youtube streamer too no money there either... cheers!