Hey, I’m Josh. I really don’t like doing anything like this, but I really do need help. Anything is appreciated. I'm not expecting too much from anyone. Anything really helps.

I came home this week from work to an empty apartment. My mom never told me she was moving out. We have lived together my whole life. She doesn’t have a job, so mainly the rent is based off my income. Everything is gone—not a plate, fork, or spoon. She took all the food and left me with just water. No shower curtain, no toilet paper, no paper towels. She knows I have less than $100 in my account. She told me I can be on my own now with not even a day's notice. My entire family just abandoned me with no warning. I'm stuck here in this 3-bedroom apartment all alone. She took the WiFi, and all the bills are under her name. Now I have to get it switched, but now I'm paying more. I had no time for anything. If i knew this was going to happen i wouldn’t have gone on trips/ festivals that i have.

I'm trying really hard to find shifts and a better job. I just need help to get back on my feet because I'm really struggling and so, so upset. I have 2 baby brothers I see every day, and she just took them. Her and I don’t have a good relationship at all. I had to leave work today for the first time ever from a migraine, and if you know me, I rarely get headaches or even migraines. So everything is a lot for me right now. I feel so broken & so hurt. She’s not considerate at all knowing the fact she’s leaving me & taking everything. She’s throwing away stuff she doesn’t want even though I can use it. She’s really not kind towards me, but she wanted me to give money constantly for gas. She wouldn’t take me to community college or help get my license & if I did get it she told me I can’t touch her car. I don’t have a car so I have to Uber to work. I'm just not fully comfortable driving because I don’t have practice. Having a car would be a lot easier. I don’t want to trauma dump on here but it’s giving how my mom is towards me. She doesn’t act like this towards my other sisters who are just as old as me.

I wanted for so long to have a good relationship with my mom. She didn’t wanna fix it. I even offered to do counseling or therapy together and she kept telling me no, but she’s moving out because she says that we argue too much and it’s because of me.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read this. If you can help, I appreciate you so much. You have no idea. If you can’t, thank you again for just reading this <3