Help Jonathan Carey Overcome Homelessness and PTSD

Hi, My name is Jonathan Carey. I have spent my life through church serving others. I suffer from severe depression/PTSD from when my dad would beat the crap out of me at 4 years old with extension cords. I am 45 years old and cant hold a job. I taught special ed children grades k through 4. Hardest day of my life when I gave in my notice. My dad is a sociopathic alcoholic, my sister is a clinical psychopath. My dad evicted me from the condo I lived in, cause he got a tax write off for saying he was sheltering a disabled person. Once his mortgage was paid off, he kicked me out, and I was homeless for 3 years sleeping in the back of my car in the worse conditions. I reached out to my fellow christian youth groups for a place to stay in the frigid climate. All I got was no answer or returned answer. So I am staying at a hud housing, disabled. My mom said she would not pay the other half if I didn't praise donald trump, if I didn't listen to newmax or fox news. Please help. Thank you