Support my top surgery

★彡[ My Goal ]彡★

After years of denial, I have accepted that I am non-binary. A therapist brought me to this realization and helped me realize my desire to live androgynously. I have hired a personal fitness trainer to help me gain muscle and master a healthy lifestyle. I am building myself into the human I've always wanted to be, but I could use a little help. $7260 is the exact amount the University of Utah has quoted me to cover top surgery expenses.

★彡[ Why I want surgery ]彡★

Throughout the years, I learned to benefit from my shape and tried to accept myself through modeling, but I could not learn to love my breasts. I have been wearing under-sized bras and binders since puberty in an attempt to keep them flat. My wife has never been allowed to touch me intimately. I try to avoid being nude in front of her because I am disgusted by my own body.

★彡[ Efforts on my end ]彡★

Non-binary dysphoria is a difficult concept for insurance agencies to grasp. I am on a list, awaiting gender therapy to diagnose my dysphoria, which may satisfy insurance requirements, but they have a history of denying LGBT needs. I am saving as much as I can from my full-time job, selling various items from home and looking for loopholes in the healthcare system.