This will be the hardest post I’ll ever have to make… the love of my life went to be with Jesus on September 24,2021 due to Covid complications.  I’m so thankful for many things. I’m thankful that I got to talk to him before he went on the vent and look him in his beautiful eyes and tell him how much I love him. I’m thankful I was able to lay in the bed with him and hold him as he went from this terrible world into the glorious realm of the most high. I’m thankful for the incredible relationships I’ve made. I’m thankful for the ARMY of people that have been praying for Curtis. 

Being totally transparent - my heart is absolutely shattered. This man has been my entire world for 11 years. I don’t understand. I might not ever understand. Im selfish and I want him here. Im terrified to not have him … heartbroken to be a widow and single parent.. I feel like I literally can’t breathe..

BUT- BY FAITH I KNOW HE’S BEEN HEALED…. It just wasn’t on this side of Heaven. Curtis Jones has changed lives through this process. I can’t count how many calls/texts/messages I’ve received about how following this story has taught them how to pray and has deepened their faith. THIS MANS FAITH

WAS THE MOST INCREDIBLE THING IVE EVER WITNESSED. I was looking in his iPad this morning, and found a note where he wrote out a prayer before going on the vent thanking God for all of his blessings. Even in his darkest hour, he. Gave. Thanks…. 

I don’t understand why, but I’m willing to wait for that why because I know God is doing so much behind the scenes using my husband. And for that, I’m so thankful ❤️