So personally this is the last thing I would ever think I would have to do, or to even resort to. It’s like tearing up a part of my pride, and downsizing my credibility to my own capabilities. However, these last few months have been some of the hardest months I’ve ever endured.

Not because of losing people, but because of not being able to keep up with my financial and mental health. I was in the ICU after a suicide attempt due to falling into a deep depression after my abusive relationship. Since then- more types of situations have happened that I won’t get into. I’ve struggled to get my mindset straight, and I’ve run out of the proper amount of income to keep up with my bills after doing what I could. I’ve been in and out of the hospital, my doctor wants to do another cardiac ablation surgery, and my PTSD has gotten so bad I started to isolate myself.

I’m currently taking the time to focus on my mental health and recovery at a center in Colorado, and during this time anything is appreciated to help pay for overdue medical bills or for the bills that will come ahead. This is extremely uncomfortable for me, but I’m trying to use this personal time to be selfish and focus on me. I keep saying I’m healing when I’ve still been dying inside.

Getting any help along the way will help relieve some burdens as I tackle my problems head on and I will find a way to return a favor somehow because I genuinely love and care about people, and that will never go unfelt or unnoticed.

Thank you all. More than you know.

Sincerely,

Brittany