Oh hey! My name is Hillary & I’m sincerely so grateful that you’re even reading this. I’ve tried writing this so many times but always end up feeling too guilty to finish it. I haven’t been okay & I need psychiatric treatment. I’ve needed help for a while but bc of the cost, I haven’t been able to get it & I’ve felt too ashamed to ask for help. I can’t put it off any longer though. I know that I don’t want to want to die & I have to get help/treatment. I know everything is awful & so many other people need help more urgently & I understand if anyone reading this can’t or doesn’t donate, I promise. I’m genuinely so sorry to be asking for help in this way right now, I’m just not sure what else to do. Thank you so so so much for reading this, I’m sorry