Help give my mother a beautiful funeral home going

if you really know me you know my mother was & is my world but have recently lost her to lung cancer . I never thought I’d be writing something like this but lost my phenomenal mother NOVELLA aka sassy aka. Momma strong as she had many names her best one was mother. And she showered more love and strength into me and others . It’s been almost a month since she died & I’ve regretted and fought making this to ask for help but I’ve done all I can and have to tuck my pride for her I am sincerely embarrassed I wasn’t better prepared as a man and a son for this tragic scenario but in all I’m asking for help to send my blessing of a mother home in a great and loving funeral / home going so I pray r you all have it in ya heart to help me in this time of need thank you and may god bless you love you mom