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Asking for Help in My Recovery Journey

Hi everyone, my name is Gage, and this is one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do—asking for help. I’ve gone back and forth about sharing this with everyone in my life, from close friends to people I haven’t seen in years, and even some of you I’ve never met before. But I’ve realized that I can’t do this alone, and with a heart full of gratitude and humility, I’m reaching out.

For years, I struggled with alcohol addiction. It has taken so much from me—relationships, my sense of self—but the hardest part was losing hope. I tried to stop so many times, and every relapse felt like proof that I’d never get better. But in January of this year, I made a choice that saved my life: I entered treatment at Breathe in Los Angeles. Since January 20th, I’ve been here, fully committed to my recovery, doing the work every day to heal and build a future I can be proud of. Every day here has been a step forward, and I’ve found peace and a renewed sense of purpose in this journey.

I’ve managed to work enough to barely scrape by while in treatment, which has been a true blessing, especially since I’ve only worked one month total in a 10-month period. But the reality is, without being able to work full-time, covering my phone bill, car payment, and basic needs like food has become really challenging. I’m struggling to make ends meet, which is why I’m reaching out for support.

I also want to share something that has weighed on my heart. Despite what some photos on social media may suggest—where it may look like I’m on vacation or spending money—I am embarrassed to admit those were photos of times when I was sober, happy, and genuinely in a peaceful moment. Those memories mean a lot to me, but right now, the truth is that I’m facing difficulties and working hard to rebuild.

If you feel called to donate, know that you are helping me rebuild my life—one that is sober, stable, and filled with hope. Every little bit helps, and even if you can’t contribute financially, your encouragement and support mean the world to me.

To those who know me, thank you for standing by me. And to those I’ve never met, thank you for taking the time to read my story. Your kindness and support bring peace to my heart and light to my journey.

This path hasn’t been easy, but I’m here, almost three months sober, finding peace in my recovery and fighting for my future. And if there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that recovery is a journey best walked with others. Thank you for being a part of mine.

With genuine gratitude,

Gage