Hi, my name is Gaetano I am part of the EMS family. I’m in desperate need right now. I’m slowly losing myself losing my identity. I’m losing everything. I’m financially going through a hardship right now between yeah my heartbroken by someone I loved losing my job losing my home using my car my license I’m not able to support my girls I don’t need a handout. I just need help I’m out here helping and saving lives. I go to work. Put a fake smile on my face to one thing that I’m happy but really deep down inside I’m lost. I don’t do drugs. I don’t party. I’m a family man that needs a lot of support and love i’m going through a lot. I even almost lost my daughter trying to commit suicide and I’m trying to be the best father that I can and I’m doing everything in my power to be a good coparent even though it kills me I try to make everyone happy, but I never make myself happy depression is a real thing and it’s a scary feeling because you don’t know who you could trust