Help Fulfill Her Last Wish: Ashes to the Sea

We have always struggled all our lives. We were the so-called black sheep of the family. She was living on social security, and they're not helping either. I can't even afford an obituary or a memorial. All I want to do is to fulfill her last wishes of spreading her ashes across the sea. The only person other than me is my brother, who is incarcerated, so I'm by myself in this with no help from the rest of my family.

I lost my therapist and my best friend, during hard times. Even though she couldn't help financially, she always loved me and music and just smiling and seeing the bright side of things. Everything hit so fast. She had an ulcer, liver cancer, and a heart attack. They couldn't operate without one killing her or bleeding out. All I can say to myself is she's with her parents and not suffering anymore.