Help for a Disabled Firefighter with Parkinson's

Raising money for me and my Family I don't like asking. I have always been the one that helped others and went with out. But now due to my Parkinson's progression getting worse we need help I hate asking but we are at a point where we need to take care of rent food and a down payment on a van  we do not have a car at the moment and having to rely on others is not fun. If you all could please help us out we appreciate it. As a retired Firefighter who had to retire too early in life  due to my Parkinson's and PTSD is not fun and being on a fixed income we can never save up. So now we need help bad. Thank you so much. We know everyone is struggling to stay afloat as well this covid 19 stuff is scary.