Hey there! 

If you haven’t already heard, my name is Farrah White. I am a 30-year-old single mother to a beautiful eight-year-old son. He is sensitive and sweet and honestly the foundation of my life. I am a Christian lady and I strive to do whatever I can to give God the life that he would like me to have. I am asking for help not only because I underestimated how much a chair that I would need for my needs would be and also in case I do pass away I am on Hospice officially now. Cancer may be spreading into my head. It originated in my back, however I am now on medication to get me through the days without screaming crying. This is the harsh reality of cancer. The cancer that I have is very deadly. At the end of the day, God has the final say and the final report and I fully believe that however my family is not equipped to pay for a funeral in case something happens any day now. I wanted to go ahead and extend this go fund me not only in hopes that I can get a chair that is suitable enough for me but also if something does happen, my family has something to pull from to bury me. We are working on getting a power of attorney as I speak and so these things are starting to come in order now. It’s scary to have to talk about death however, I want to meet the maker of earth. I want more time with my son and I want more time with you guys. God has given me such a peace lately and sometimes I think maybe that’s because it’s about to happen. I am about to leave this earth. However, if it doesn’t happen, whatever type of donation that you donate to me will go to a need in my life. To give you a better insight I live in a trailer with my family. They do everything bent over backwards to make me happy and healthy. Those things include stuff that does not comply with a trailer that we are in. There is not much that I can do to get out on my own because I do not get enough financial aid to cover the cost of living on my own nor am I independent enough because I am in excruciating pain most days. The cancer may be spreading into my brain. I am starting to lose my vision. God has the final say, and so I have not given up on the fact that he could literally turn this around. If he does, I promise you any money that is donated I will repay someone or somehow in my lifetime where I can just like someone did for me. If you do not even have a penny to your name, please just say a prayer for me. When you guys pray for me and I ask for it I notice a difference immediately. God works in mysterious ways, and whenever you guys pray and call out my name to the glory of heaven, he sees how much you guys want me to heal. To give you another better insight I sit inside a tiny room every single day and the only things that bring me joy, our jelly cat stuffed animals. My mother and my stepdad and my family. They do everything they can to make me happy but there’s only so much that bodies can handle before they start to break down. My mother is working 24 seven to take care of my body. My stepdad is the man of the house, owning this house, bringing me in when he didn’t have to. My sister visits me even though she lives 30+ minutes away and has an entire family. My church, family and friends they visit me they bring me stuff and they helped me out mentally and physically even when it’s really messy and not so fun to talk about. Depression was taking over my life, but God has turned my mind completely around in the past month. I felt the need to extend this GoFundMe and put a significant number just as a high ball in case it happened. If you know me at all, I would never go out of my way to ask for anybody’s money but if you are able to donate, I greatly appreciate you. I will take the time to thank you and if you cannot donate, please just know I don’t look at you any differently and I just need a prayer if you know how to pray that is something better that you can do for me then even give me a dollar. I hope this post wasn’t too upsetting and I hope this post wasn’t too much information. Imagine just having your independent stripped from you for 2+ years. I have been sitting in a bed wondering how am I supposed to get out of the situations that I’m in? There are also many other things that this could help out with such as a car prior to have my surgery and being paralyzed I actually took out of $10,000 loan that ended up being a dud of a car. The transmission broke and I couldn’t afford to fix it. Thankfully, my insurance company takes care of the payments now, but I have no car. It does not work. I can’t even take the classes to go out on my own and use the handles that paralyze people do to get out. I have to pay extra to have groceries delivered or ask my mom to drive 30+ minutes to go get groceries which she is more than happy to do however, you just don’t understand how hard it is to not be able to just go get my own groceries. Even more importantly, I was very heavily involved in Church and I no longer am allowed to get to church because I have no car. I have no way to get there and my health is deteriorating. God spoke to my heart and said if I just get it together, get healthy then I can heal quicker and even if he doesn’t heal me in this lifetime anything that you do for me financially help helps any of these situations. I know it’s hard to understand when you haven’t had any type of relations with a paralyzed person, but just so you know, I am like a baby I get taken care of just like a baby because I have no control over bowels. I have no control over standing. I have had to go out of my way and spend my extra money to get equipment to help my situation anyways again I hope this is not too sappy. I hope that you understand where I’m coming from and please don’t ever feel pressured to give anything to me that you don’t want to. Just know that God is going to take care of all of us and he knows our hearts and the biggest thing that I would want for everybody around me including my family especially my son is to be saved and if you could just pray, even if you don’t know how to or you think you don’t know how to you can practice and I wanna be that encouragement for you even if this is all this does is courage you to pray Then I am happy with that. God is love and he will bless you and bless you and bless you.  Not because you give me money, but because you will pray, and you will become closer to him and he will change your life for the better. I wanted to share this also because God is coming back soon and I want to see you guys in heaven. I want us all to make it. I’m just having to think about things a lot quicker than most people. A lot of people are in danger when they don’t even know it you could literally slip fall and die tomorrow and you may never know it, but what I do know is that I feel my body deteriorating, but God has that final say like I said he can take care of it and he will take care of me whether it’s on this side or that side. I’m sorry I’m yapping so much. It’s just a part of my nature again if you have it, go ahead if you don’t have it it is totally fine and I am not begging, but I would beg for a prayer please please pray for me. I love you guys so much. You’ve made such a big difference in my life and I could never repay you fully except know that I do pray every day for my friends and family. I love you again so so much thank you if you decide to consider to share this or to share anything with me, also I wanted to say that my messenger is now fully open for prayers, venting, and anything along the lines of helping you get closer to Christ. I am a baby in Christ, but I would love for us to talk about God and get closer together anybody if you’re struggling come to my inbox, please! God bless you. I hope that you have amazing week and let’s just give glory to God no matter what. I’m just so happy I feel like I’m smiling ear to ear to share this gospel with you.