Hello, I'm Dee. Its truly heartbreaking for me to write this, as I'm at a loss of what to do next... I left PA to live a life down South near the beach & try to be independent again after facing homelessness 6 years ago. I trust way too many people, but ALWAYS try to find good in everybody. Its how God made me. I had 2 jobs, an apartment & things were ok until they weren't. My body started to shut down from no rest, working 6 days a week, for over 5 months. I needed a day off, & was terminated from BOTH jobs. Currently, facing illegal eviction, & homelessness is near again. I keep getting denial after denial with jobs due to an abusive ex fiancé who's very prominent in the hotel & concierge industry here. I have a herniated disc in my lower back, as I'm limited to labor intensive work. I'm trying desperately to find the motivation to keep going forward in life but have so many hurdles popping up. I'm praying without ceasing, trying to find the self love I so freely give to others. I do love myself, however, I have to keep proving myself to people that will never see my potential. I fear the future. I'm facing my 47th year around the sun in August & am beyond tired of the struggle of life. I want it all gone, im ok parting with material things. I hate money, but understand it's a tool we must have on Earth. Its ALL so senseless. We all die && I've made peace with what is happening Any words of advice, any dollar amount, even a listening ear...anything is truly appreciated. Thank you from the depths of my heart. I love you. ❤️