Hi my name is Dawson, I use to live with my family like most kids do, and my mom was handicapped and needed help until she passed away, my dad was on drugs hard and abused me mentally, and he passed away also as soon as I turned 18 when I had my first daughter, so I was living with my grandpa and the landlord raised the rent and we was forced to move out we didn't have any money for a new place atm and we had to do something fast due to having a newborn child so we rented out a tiny shed and asked a friend if we could stay on his property he said yes like 3 months later the police was called and said our child was in danger and we had running water a bathroom and food 2 beds and everything you would need to live safely so we had no choice but to be transferred to a hotel room for 2 nights the next day DCS showed up and said we had to figure out how we was going to take care of our daughter i offered to get a job at a temp agency and got hired, and CAC paid for a months for use to be warm in a hotel instead of a shed so we had no choice our loose our daughter, myself and my baby's mother and my grandpa moved in the hotel i was working and then started drinking and smoking pot due too stress and trauma, and lost my job after a month and began to make excuses about everything that happened. So 6 months later we had to move out of the hotel my papaw moved in with his sister witch is a 1 bedroom house and not enough room for me or my baby mommy and daughter so my baby mommy and daughter move into her aunts house her aunt didn't really want me to stay there to me doing drugs and I said I would stop if she would let me move in she said no so I had to move into a motel room for a few nights and find some work to make money for the motel my papaw was helping me with about 40 dollars a day to go to rent so I had to find a way to make more money I bought some weed and meth and started using and selling to pay for the hotel it lasted for about 5 months I say .. I ended up getting stopped by the cops and had weed on me went to jail got out and was on probation, for about 3 months and got in a fight with someone when I was drunk went back to jail they added more probation to my case I got out and started messing with meth heavily and couldn't control my actions and stolen someone stuff went back to jail and this time they put me in rehab I left rehab and didn't try to help myself started using while having warrants and got caught again, went back to jail then rehab again and realized I was wasting my life away i tried doing better in a halfway house for about one month and got kicked out for angry and yelling at people for no reason I was on the run again got put in DRUG COURT was doing good for about 4 months and ended up getting high on drugs went back to jail and was thinking about how bad my papaw was feeling about my actions so I decided to remove my drug use im in DRC I got a job and I've been 10 months sober and doing something right instead of doing something wrong i feel way better than I was before im not perfect but im trying that's all that matters and just really need someone fictional help so from the bottom of my heart can someone help me out god bless and I love everyone who can help me god bless you..