Update I am in ICU I took an ambulance last night I was throwing up liquids I'm diabetic my blood sugar when I got to the hospital was a thousand and my heart is having problems I'm terrified. I can't work the next week in between yesterday today and tomorrow I've lost $600. That guy I rent the room from has no compassion and will not extend for me to stay till May 1st there is no way I can leave Friday I haven't even packed I have raised the GoFundMe please help me
I am embarrassed to do the GoFundMe, but I kind of have my back against the wall. Most of you know I have a cleaning company named after my brother who committed suicide, Darrin's Angels Cleaning Services. My vehicle just became disabled and needs a transmission. I had one rebuilt two years ago. This model vehicle is known to have transmission problems. It’s not worth fixing it. The money I owe on the vehicle and I’m behind on the vehicle. I’m just going to give it back. I desperately need a vehicle to do my cleaning jobs. They are all over the place and the cost of Ubers is unaffordable. I can’t rent a car. I don’t have a credit card and even that would be unaffordable because I have to move out of the room I’m renting by April 1st. I have to find a room to rent with my dog. Where I rent a room, I pay weekly and I clean the living areas. I’m going to have to find a room and they’re gonna want the month upfront plus a deposit. Plus, I need to rent a truck and hire people to help move my stuff out of my room and bathroom. I have no family; they’re all passed away. I’m on my own. I’ve been supporting myself for a very long time being self-employed. It’s been quite difficult. I’m asking for $1500 so I can put that down and buy a car from a buy-here-pay-here lot. I’m not trying to be greedy. I’m not asking for any more than the deposit needed. My other bills and the move-in costs I will handle on my own with my cleaning business once I get a vehicle. Things have been very difficult for me the last 10 years since my brother's suicide. During that time, I was in a very bad domestic violence relationship that I kept going back to because I had a trauma bond. He was with me when I found out my brother committed suicide. That led me into quite a depression that I’ve been really fighting to get out of.
That relationship cost me all my savings and I have really been struggling to get on my feet. I found my way back to God a couple of years ago and I’ve been praying for a miracle. Please, if you can spare anything, help me out. Thank you.