Help Crys with bills

I hate having to make a thing like this because this wasn't an issue just awhile ago, but here I am now. I don't like asking for help so I'm really sorry.

I need help with paying bills for the house for now, but will be putting every energy left in me to make sure I turn things around and keep this house as mine. Trying my best to get my driving license soon which will allow me to have more options for work. In the meantime though, I don't have money coming in to cover everything.

My dad had been the one providing for me and all he asked is for me to help him with anything. I depended on him and he depended on me, but he passed away last month and I've grown more stressed and feel like I can't even grieve properly because I'm so stressed and worried about this situation. My grandma has paid for some recent bills and I can see that it's not great for her, she did pay for my dad's funeral, so I understand that money is probably tight. I've also heard her speak about wanting to sell everything my dad owns too, this house too, and I want to be able to avoid that as much as possible by showing I can be able to pay for bills and work again.

All money from this will go strictly towards the bills and food. I don't really know how much to put on this because I don't know how long I'll need help (hopefully things just get immediately better, but who knows) so I kinda just put an open amount. This month I'll need around $500 for sure. I'm hoping that whatever amount I earn is enough to get me through this time while I try my best to improve my situation.

To be honest, I'm having a really hard time with my mental health from losing my dad, worrying about the future of the home we shared, and dealing with some health issues, but I'm trying my best to push through it all and this money will at least let me feel like I can breathe a bit while I improve things in my life.

This is kinda all over the place but thank you for reading this and thank you to anyone that sends a donation. Any amount means a lot to me.