Hi, my name is Susan and this is my dad, Martin Buell. He was the love of my life, my best friend. He had prior strokes, but this caught me so off guard. I thought I still had so much time with him, but I should've known better as I just lost my little sister 6 months ago. I help my mom take care of her two kids, 10 and 13, and my grandparents. I'm so heartbroken losing two people I loved so dearly. My dad's death was so unexpected and I'm so devastated. I was my dad's twin and now he's gone. I just can't afford to give him a funeral. I'm just asking for enough to cremate him and something to put him in so he can be next to me. Anything helps and is greatly appreciated. My dad was an awesome person, so understanding, so much fun. You were always laughing with him. My heart is broken into pieces.