Help Create a Diamond to Honor Cayden's Memory

My only child, Cayden, was murdered by her significant other at the age of 22. It's been a little over a month now, and I still know nothing since the case is still open. I learned you can have a loved one's ashes turned into a diamond. Cayden loved sparkly things; she was even working on a certificate through GIA to learn how to grade gemstones. I'm a massage therapist and have recently opened my own office, so I haven't made income while learning how to grieve her. I would love to be able to have some of her ashes turned into a sparkly diamond that I can always wear and keep her close to me.