My mother, Cindy, passed on January 8th at 6:11am. My mother was a great friend, the best mom, a second mom to some, a sister, a daughter, and my best friend. 

My mommy fought and battled cancer since 2018. She was originally diagnosed with ovarian cancer, it progressed over the years and spread throughout her lungs causing cancerous fluid to develop in her lungs. It was painful for her to breathe every breath she took, she was on 50 liters of oxygen and on high doses of morphine & Ativan in her final days.  

   Cancer robbed me and my family from so many beautiful memories we could have had.  

My mom’s last wishes was to be buried at “All Souls” in Long Beach, CA where most of our family is laid to rest. My mom’s biggest fear was to be left alone, she would play Nate dogg “never leave me alone” and would tell me “ Mami never leave me alone.” She loved Marvin Gaye, Selena, bone thugs, Nate dogg, snoop dogg, and all of the greats. I listen to them to help me grieve and cope, and I imagine her there with me. 

  Anything helps to lay my mommy to rest. She’s my best friend, my dad and I didn’t get to say bye to her, but it’s never goodbye. We’ll see her again and she’ll take me to her mansion God made for her. She’s my only and forever sugar plum, I wish to send off my mom in the way she wanted to. 

I’m miss and love her too much. 

Please anything helps our family in this time of our greatest loss❤️ 

UNTIL I LAY TO REST

FUCK CANCER IIII

I love you, we love you my mommy may you rest in peace my most Beautiful guardian angel. We’ll will always be here… 

  

    -love your titee with all my heart <3