Help children after father's death

After the devastating loss of my husband I have started this fundraiser to help my 2 children. I am proud to be their mother and love them with all my heart. Last month I became very ill and was misdiagnosed by the ER with the flu. As it spread through the house to the kids and their father it was clear us and my personal doctor it was actually covid. I thank GOD that our kids got better and I am ever so slowly healing as well. The same can not be said for their father and the love of my life. He was my soul mate and I don't know how we are to go on without him. It all feels surreal. Since the start of us being so sick we became more and more behind on our bills. Our kids need braces and after this traumatic and unexpected death, counseling as well. Our car was already on its last limping leg and I'm not sure how much time I have left without getting it fixed. Thier father wanted very badly to get braces on the kids before the year was out. My son was teaching himself to play guitar like his dad. Dad wanted to provide music lessons for him for Christmas. But as of right now I'm trying to keep the lights on and us in our home. After we moved in their dad hugged us one night and said this was the best place he had ever lived. Which we turned into our best home. I pray everynight that I will wake up and loosing him will have been a nightmare; that my children have their father back and my best friend is right beside me. As this is just a dream, I pray also for kindness and help from all of you. If you could please donate so my children don't loose their home and familiarity of the place they had with their dad, I can't express in words the gratitude I would have for each of you. I try my best to give back to the community as well. I grew up volunteering and started the kids off young. As a family we grow our hair and donate to locks of love. I also volunteer at an animal rescue and have gotten the kids into it as well. I didn't know I could feel such sadness until they told me had passed away and then having to tell my children that their dad had gone to heaven. I need your help to prevent me from having to tell them we lost our home and don't know what's next....