Words From Byhanca….

I never do stuff like this because of my pride and feeling like I’ll be judged because black women are taught to always be strong and figure it out..a couple of months ago I was involved in a hit and run car accident that totaled my car that I was almost finish paying off on..I had to put down a couple thousand to get another car after getting two points at my job already for missing days for not having a car..after I got my car a couple weeks later my daughter was hospitalized which caused me to miss more days of work..my job told me it was ok for me to be off and see about my daughter in the hospital but still ended up firing me a week later for points..after my daughter got out the hospital my car was then towed downtown while taking my children to therapy which was a couple hundred to get the car back..literally went to every temp service to try and find work but I couldn’t find anything which resulted in me not having a job for about 2-3 months..right when I saw a way out and started to stack up and get ahead I was pulled over and arrested for tickets from 2019 that I knew nothing about which resulted in me spending the money I just saved to bond out of jail..I’ve finally found a job but by me having 4 kids I can’t get ahead to save up the money for my rent because of school starting..if u know me then u know im normally the person that tries to make ppl laugh and uplift everyone but im literally drowning..its a struggle trying to find a way and deal with bipolar depression and im at the point where I literally just need any type of help ..judge me if u want but its not about me its about my kids i have to do wat i have to do for them even if its asking complete strangers for help