Hello! My name is Brittany and I have no idea where to start.

I met my best friend when I was 18. I picked her because of her special paw, and when we met, I fell in love right away.

She has been with me through everything.

Early adulthood, breakups, pregnancies, losses, joys, hardships. All of it.

She's been by my side when I had no one else.

Well. Now she's almost 12. She has tumors and a growth that could be an abscess, or, it could be yet another tumor. It developed a week ago and inflamed over the weekend, causing her face to swell

At this point, we are keeping her comfortable with the medications the vet prescribed in order to allow ourselves and our children to soak up what time we have.

I've called so many places. But we simply can't afford both a euthanasia that would allow me in the room, AND cremation.

So we'll be planning to take her for her final rest when we feel the time is right and burying if we can't come up with the funds to cremate.

However, my dream is to have her cremated and scatter her somewhere special... Somewhere beautiful.

Please help if you can. It would mean everything if we could make this happen.