Help Bring Zen Diamond Album to Life

Three weeks ago, our world changed forever when we lost our precious baby boy at 37 weeks.

Every morning, my beautiful wife Emma (known to many of you as Fiire) would sing to our baby in her belly. But one morning, she woke to no movement, no response. She immediately felt was wrong. An ultrasound confirmed our worst fears: the baby had no heartbeat. Emma experienced a panic attack in the hospital, unable to process this unthinkable reality. This news shattered our world. Everything had been perfect up to that point. We were in a state of shock.

After an incredibly difficult and devastating 37-hour labor, she gave birth to our beautiful baby boy, Zen Diamond Love. There was no known cause or reason - everything looked good. Sometimes, there are no answers.

A Dream Shattered

Emma has dreamed of being a mother since she was a little girl. She looked forward to every part of it, even the pain of childbirth. The loss was soul-shattering. On top of the emotional grief, her postpartum experience has been full of physical pain, which is usually soothed with a baby to hold. 

And yet… she gave birth naturally, exactly as she had envisioned. She met the most painful experience of her life with incredible strength, grace, and courage.

Music Became Her Medicine

Emma has one of the most angelic voices I’ve ever heard. Just one day after giving birth, while still recovering in the same bathtub where she delivered Zen, songs began to channel through her. One after another, like sacred medicine for her soul.

Songs about grief and heartbreak. Songs about life and death. Songs about our angel baby, Zen.

I've been moved to tears by the raw, emotional beauty flowing through her music. Each song is a masterpiece born from the deepest pain and motherly love. Recording an album has always been her dream, and she's decided to create an entire album dedicated to our sweet angel, Zen Diamond Love.

The Vision

Emma wants to create more than just music. She wants to offer healing. This album will guide listeners through her own journey from devastation and heartbreak toward peace and understanding of our place in something greater. It will serve as a bridge between realms, opening and healing broken hearts around the world.

How You Can Support

Many of you have asked how you can support us during this time. We can't think of a more meaningful way than helping bring these healing songs to life. Not only getting them created and released, but help with the healing process of bringing them to life in addition to working with a grief counselor for deep healing.

The Zen Diamond album will be released under Emma's artist name, Fiire, as a fully independent project. Every dollar you contribute will go directly toward:

• Professional production and arrangement

• Mixing and mastering

• Studio time and session musicians

• Distribution across all major platforms

• Promotional efforts to reach those who need this music most

• Grief counseling and therapy to help this mama's mental and emotional health.

What You'll Receive:

• Album updates

• Sneak previews of songs

• Personal notes from Fiire

• Eternal gratitude from our family

Our Gratitude

If you choose to support this project, please know that your contribution is a love offering that will help transform our deepest pain into something that can heal others. This isn't just about creating music, it's about creating hope.

I personally cannot wait for the world to hear Fiire's healing album, Zen Diamond. I’ve already heard the rough songs and they're extraordinary. I know it will touch your hearts the way it has touched mine.

From the bottom of our hearts, thank you for considering supporting our healing journey and for helping us honor our sweet Zen Diamond Love.