Help Bring Mini's Ashes Home

This is the very last thing that I want to be posting on here, because 11 years with her was just not enough..but with me getting out of a recent relationship, moving back to my parents house and haven’t started my new job to get on my feet, I don’t start my job until the 8th.. I am unable to help her at the moment by taking her to the vet..the vet said that to put her down and take her home was $130 dollars but all I want is to bring my babies ashes back home so I can keep her with me forever and eventually get her ashes in a necklace, they are saying her cremation will cost $300..within the last week both of minis back legs have stopped working and she can’t walk at all, she’s sweating really bad and she won’t eat but will drink water.. she has peed all over herself multiple times and she is starting to lose a bunch of weight to where her spine is starting to poke out and it just breaks my heart…and I know at this point my baby is ready to cross over the rainbow bridge…so with that being said and tears rolling down my face I can’t afford the vet bill to have her put down and cremated..even though that’s the last thing I want to do but I know it’s what’s best for her.. anyone that knows me knows that I have always loved her the best way I knew how and it’s been me and her for the past 11 years going through everything together, she is my very best friend…but I know that I have to let her go.. so if you could please donate whatever you can even if it’s just a couple dollars I would appreciate it, I just don’t want to watch her suffer any longer..