Help Bring Evander Home: Support Cremation

My baby Evander passed away last night and I want a private cremation. This little guy meant the world to me!! He was my baby literally!! I am heartbroken to say the least!! I'm bawling as we speak cause I miss him jumping up on my chest to get his bankie covering him so he can take his nap. Our love affair was TIGHT so this hurts more than ever. Please help me with the cremation so I can bring my baby home...please and thank you!!