Help bring Cookie baby home

My sweet baby dog Cookie got hit by a car tonight right in front of me. Her leash came undone on our walk and as we were trying to fix it and she got spooked by the night traffic and darted into the road. She's in intensive care and might not make it through the night.

She has contusions on her lungs and cannot breathe without oxygen. She has abdominal hemorrhage that will probably require surgery if she makes it out of this. Her puncture wounds have been cleaned and she's receiving antibiotics for them, however we will not know the extent of the internal damage until they run diagnostics - which the vet will not do until we pay the full 3200 deposit.

Please please send healing thoughts. Please pray if you pray. She was my reason for living when I had none. I've had her since she was a baby. She was my first dog hand reared from puppyhood. I couldn't pay the full deposit and she will not be getting any more tests done until the vets receive more money. She has internal bleeding and possible contusions on her lungs.

I don't cry often, or openly, and I've been sobbing for the past 4 hours straight, since it happened. The person who hit her is the person who drove us to the vet clinic. I didn't try to get money from him - it wasn't his fault.

We were able to pay a lesser deposit amount but not the full 3200. I'm asking for any help. I'm so scared. If she dies, I don't think I can make it without her. I feel like this is all my fault. If I had trained her better she wouldn't have darted. If I had a backup leash on her this wouldn't have happened. My heart is broken. My soul is crushed. She is my life. She is all I have. She sleeps in my arms like a baby every night, because she IS my baby.

If there is anything you can do to help, please do it for Cookie. She is the sweetest baby girl in the entire world. She is my light. She is my life and there's nothing I can do to help fix this. She doesn't deserve to be in pain.

I am doing everything in my power as her mom to get her the care she needs. I'm trying to sell my car. I'm trying to get a loan. I'm asking friends and family for help, and I'm also asking for your help, but not for me. For Cookie. She is the sweetest most loving baby ever and she deserves to live.