Help Brianna Give Josiah and Isaiah a Proper Burial

My name is Brianna Pereyda. I’m 20 years old with 2 boys, and I've been blessed to be able to become a mother again. At 6 weeks, my pregnancy had been going normal until I went back for my 16-week visit. That is when I was told I’m carrying conjoined twins that had spine, body, and organ abnormalities. I met with so many high doctors to talk about the concerns they had with the babies' conditions and was told my babies had 0 chance of survival on their own since I'm the only one supplying them their oxygen. Once they are born, they would not be able to have their own oxygen due to their organs being exposed outside of their bodies. My doctors also advised to abort due to the high risk for me and my unborn babies. I realized my doctors are concerned about me and the babies' health due to it being a very rare pregnancy, every 1 in 50,000 pregnancies. Big discussions at 20 and a mother of 2 healthy boys, this was heartbreaking and unimaginable to hear. My family is heartbroken with the news and is continuing prayers, hoping for the goodness of God to have the final say for my babies' lives and for mine during this difficult time.

I am currently making preparations with a priest and planning to have both babies blessed along with funeral arrangements and a church service. My heart is shattered knowing I have to prepare myself to lose both babies who are growing inside of me. Knowing I’m their only oxygen until delivery, when they're separated from me, they won’t have enough oxygen to keep them alive for long. This has been a spiritual journey during this pregnancy. Knowing God chose me out of 1 in every 50,000 pregnancies to carry His beloved conjoined babies, for what reason I don’t know, but these babies deserve for me to fight for them and to live. Even after all the professional doctors were against me proceeding with this pregnancy, I couldn’t find it in my heart to end 2 souls living inside of me because, in my eyes, they are still babies and a blessing from God the Almighty, and they deserve every chance to live if that is God's plan.

Asking anyone to donate any expenses due to me and my boys barely finding a home and getting financially stable these expenses we were not emotionally and physically ready for but we just want my babies Josiah and Isaiah to have a proper burial.