friday was the day we lost bingaloo 4ever. we mourn the loss of the van that got BEX and team to download festival, 2000 trees, touring with the likes of Nova Twins, WARGASM, The Haunt, tiLLie. a van full of incredible memories, not to mention the iconic stand she has made in the scum club. bingaloo will be missed.

on a serious note..

this year has been beyond stressful and disappointing. my career has felt stagnant after a record deal gone wrong, my mental + physical health took a massive toll. it has been hit after hit, i have reached lows i never thought imaginable and the thought of quitting music has been front and centre of my mind.

it has felt impossible to get back on track, to release music, to be the BEX i have always been. i feel like i have only been letting u guys down.

my family, the scum club and my wonderful friends and fans have been the ONLY thing keeping me going through this time and for that i am beyond grateful. the support i have recieved has been more than i deserve.

following one of the toughest weeks of my life, i wrote my car off in a crash. the shock has woken me up. all i want is to tour, release music and find myself again.

with the debts of this damned record deal, the never ending cost of releasing music and now the lack of vehicle, i feel like I’ve hit yet another crossroads. all the odds are against me.

festival season has begun and i can no longer get to the festivals i have booked, i can no longer get to the shows i promised u and all my head is saying ‘now is not the time to quit, i can’t let u down’. all i want is to be the BEX u all fell in love with, the BEX i loved being.

with SXSW (festival) approaching in less than a week, i am in panic. how can i get myself and the band there, how can i stop letting u guys down, how can i b BEX.

if u can spare anything to help me replace my beloved van and get me to SXSW, i will be 4ever grateful, i promise to never let u down.

as an independent musician, touring is one of the biggest costs i have always struggled with. the only way i have made it feasible in the past is by travelling in my own vehicle, now i have lost this i am terrified of having to turn down gigs and tours and cancel shows because i can’t get there.

i have been spending the last year creating an absolute masterpiece of an EP that i just cannot wait to share with you when i have the funds ready! but for now i just need to get to these shows and b with u guys, u r everything to me and when that airbag hit me in the face it knocked some sense into me, it reminded me of what really matters, it was the wake up call i needed. when i told u this was 4ever, i meant it.

one step at a time

i love u and thank u 4 everything

<3

even if u r not in a financial position to help out, please share with your friends and family, let’s get to these shows and make them incredible. your support is everything x