Many of you also know about the issue with my Boyfriend Marc and his arrest a year ago. When he was released from jail, he was the wonderful sober man that I fell in love with, I made the not so wise choice to give him a second chance because he was being carefully monitored by the courts and had to stay clean and sober.
well then in August, as many of you might know, I lost my home due to various circumstances (some stemming from the arrest), things were going so well between us that I moved up to Logan with Marc, we managed to get a gorgeous rental home and started rebuilding our lives together. Things were going fantastic, he was a new man and sober. Just before hitting his 9 month mark of sobriety, he made a choice that ultimately left us all with complete devastation. He relapsed into drug use and no longer was that sweet and wonderful man I loved. He has battled to try to get clean and ultimately due to some further issues, ended up being placed back in jail.
I sadly now face being homeless with my 9 year old Dixie. I am unable to afford what was our home, alone. Nor is that home a safe place for us to return to anyway. Not only will Marc be in jail for a long time, there is no chance of me allowing him back in my life after the choices he made and the actions he took while relapsed. I made it expressly clear to him that I was not going to live a life like that ever again and he still made the choices that forced my choice in this. I cannot and WILL NOT put my family through anything more with him!!!
Dixie and I need help getting a down payment to get into a place before I have to be out of this house, especially before there is any hope of him getting out of jail, I want to be somewhere safe that he cannot find us! Please, please if there is anything you can give to help keep us from going to a shelter, I would appreciate it! Thank you all for your love and support through this extremely tough time!
also, to those who are waiting to say it, please please wait a couple weeks and let me get somewhere safe before I get the “I told you so” chorus, I know I deserve that but I need a little bit of time to know I’m safe before I can handle that from everyone.