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On October 16, 2019 my soulmate and the mother of my kids, passed away from cancer. Before leaving this world she left her daughter these inspirational words..


Dear Azura,


None of this will make sense to you. At least not now. I've taken to publish this letter publicly because the love I have for you needs to be witnessed. Not as a reminder of how I loved you (sort of kind of) but as a guide for all mothers/daughters. Azura. There will come a time where you look in the mirror and doubt what you are. You will doubt your thoughts, your image, your family, your existence, your importance, and much more. Doubts that I may not be aware of. Azura. Know that you are my existence, my thoughts, my image, my importance, my everything. When I look at you I don't want to protect you. I want to make sure you know everything there is to know about this universe. I will never lie to you, not even if the truth hurts you. They say knowledge is everything and while that stands true. Balance is everything. I need you to know well, behave well, fun well, prepare well, be well, and wish well. This is phase one. There is more to come my baby. Phase two. Are you good enough? Azura. You are more than enough. You serve a purpose. You are 6 now as I write this. I don't know what your purpose may be. However I know you are a great light. You're a lil sassy and you currently whine like no ones business. However, I see your intellect. That lil brain in your lil body works fast and it works accurately. I see your will to share and your will to help, not for recognition but out of sincerity. Baby! Always keep that. I will never steer you otherwise. You give as much as you want as long as you want. Your light isn't to be bought. Your light is to be recharged with a hug or conversation from your momma, your dadda, your grandma, your aunt, your grandpa, and most importantly your partner in crime, your brother. The circle may die. Nonetheless, we will all always be connected. Not by light beams but by love, by you. Decisions. Mamma, you will have to decide. Decide. Not what kind of college or career you want to pursue (this does matter too) but what kind of person you will focus on being. Give yourself leeway. Think about it long and hard. I'll be here to always hear you out. Your college or career will never define you. Your character will. I can't tell you what your character should be like. That is all up to you baby. But I am not worried. I've shared my mistakes, my successes, my secrets, my crys, my sacrifices with you and most importantly my love. Chiquita. I realize this letter can't ever sum up what is. Know that your brother and you are my everything. On November 28 ,2015 I wrote this letter as you lay next to me because when life gets hard I want you to be reminded that you once had a great peace and will always have a great peace. Because you are peace. Azura. When all is gone. Even you my baby. My love for you and your brother will float as some unknown atom. That atom will recreate and all we can do is work on spreading the love. Azura time travels. Love Mom! Azura lives by these words and continues to follow in her mother's footsteps and journey. Please help me bring one of many dreams to life for Azura Jasade Murad.

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    Melissa Guy
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    McAllen, TX

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