2021 was an intense year for all of us. although i was lucky to have many moments of laughter and happiness, it was also, by far, the hardest year of my life.

my eating disorder has helped me cope with the insane amount of stress that i’m under, and it is also killing me. i need professional support and stabilization. i need help.

this google doc includes all of the important moments and stressors, for anyone who would like a window into what is contributing to my illness. i would advise against reading it unless you have some emotional energy to spare - it’s a lot. tw for rape and sexual assault.

thank you so much for your love, energy, and support.