Help and support Coco chanelzy as she fights for life ❤️

I don't even know where to start but people have guided me here because vetinary clinics obviously can't help because I'm broke and have no pet insurance sadly but I am crying for help because miss queen bee aka Coco chanelzy is not doing ok I had took her to a emergency vet clinic on October 11 because I noticed she was bleeding from her private area non stop when I grabbed her to do our daily loves and hugs and kisses so I took her in and they told me she needs surgery which was gna be 2500 but I didn't have so I went with the second option being her having to go through a 10 day antibiotic treatment and thankfully it stopped the bleeding but she had still been emitting pus and a foul odor which is deadly and I'm worried I'm scared I've called around and begged for help but because I don't have the money i can't afford it and was told to surrender her but how can you tell me that after raising and loving her since day 1 being my baby girl I could never give up on her but it's also sad that if you don't have money or insurance you're pretty much set up for failure and God forgive me but I truly love and admire her I will continue to do what I have to do I don't even feel comfortable doing this but because I'm putting my pride aside I believe she deserves to still be here yes she can be mean only because she's a typical Chihuahua aka ankle biter lol but deep down she's so loving and caring and if anything we're to happen I will never forgive myself so I kindly ask for a little help even if it's a dollar I just can't live knowing that I failed her so I'm begging and praying that someone or everyone will realize that we all need help and it's ok to ask so please forgive me but I do need help thank you in advance sending love and light