Help and make a change for sammy

I don’t even have the words to say and I don’t even know if this will succeed or not. I   Had to really come to terms before putting this out there but I know any loss is unplanned and as families we are never prepared. My family and I are and will do everything we can to make sure we celebrate the life of my sister the way she deserves. Sammy has struggled with self love and if there’s one thing left I can do it would be to be able to all gather for our final goodbyes so she knows how many people still and always will love and care. I am doing this for help for my parents and I to make this possible and help toward any travel for everyone so no one is left behind wishing they could have made it. Anything left over is going to be donated to a rehab or program to help someone get help when they need it so they don’t have to wait. It will be donated in Sammy’s name. 

Sammy wanted help everyday she wanted out “and to never look back” unfortunately while waiting for a bed at a free rehab she lost her battle. I am trying my hardest to stop wondering about the what if’s and I think by helping someone get to where they need the moment their ready will help save a life and to know it was in honor of Samantha. 

I will miss you everyday until we meet again. “couldn’t ask for better”

love your little sister