I am really bad at asking for help when I need it the most. But I just heard the scripture from a friend that states. "You desire but do not have, so you kill. You covet but you cannot get what you want, so you quarrel and fight. You do not have because you do not ask God. When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures. James 4:2-3 NIV. This made me realize that I had the right motives I just have to ask for help. My new friends that I recently just met have really opened my eyes and made me believe I can do anything. I only have a year and a half left in college and I really want to finish it hard. But now I am using this opportunity to ask for help because I really need it. If you believe I have it in me as well please donate a little bit of help. Anything is appreciated!