Help Amanda & family with funeral expenses

Hello my name is Amanda and the most important man in my life has been taken away from me. I have also recently fell on some hardships myself and I am unable to send him off in the way that he deserves. I just switched company’s and was just not prepared for any of this honestly.. I can’t afford to get his ashes mailed to me from Florida which is beyond everything to me. So please anything helps thank you so much ❤️‍