Help Ahmed Balousha

‏I am Ahmed Baalousha, I am 20 years old, I live in northern Gaza City. My life began to deteriorate when the terrifying sounds of bombing and missiles began filling the sky. After a week of suffering with the terrifying sound of missiles, shelling, and constant near-destruction, the occupation asked us to move south. ‏We decided to move to the Nuseirat area, but even there it was not safe. I remembered that terrifying moment when the occupation army bombed a bakery opposite our house where we were displaced. I was in this bakery charging my mobile phones. Had I not left the bakery minutes before the bombing, I would now be under the rubble. ‏Life was normal at this time, between the dangers and the terrifying sounds of bombing. The occupation bombed many neighboring houses at the same time. Stones, dust, and fragments were everywhere. All the windows were broken, and glass flew at us from everywhere. Fear was the dominant situation, especially since it was the first time I felt the reality of war so harshly. ‏One day, we decided to return to our home in the north of the city, where we found the situation completely unfamiliar. The neighborhood had changed. There were no neighbors. There were no people. The situation was very scary. Risks threatened our lives daily, and fear dominated every moment. ‏Later, after repeated bombings and dangers in our home, we decided to move under the yoke of the occupation and under the bombing to the Jabaliya area. We would drink water contaminated with sewage or eat anything, and then the occupation carried out a massacre in a school called Al-Faluja near us. I went to see what happened and found people, children and women dismembered. Something about people without heads, without hands, or without feet. It was the biggest shock I felt in the 20 years of my life. Then the occupation tanks entered Jabalia camp, so we decided to move to the Nuseirat area again. ‏There, life presented us with more challenges, with rain, cold, and lack of basic materials. ‏But before this, on the way to the Nuseirat area in the south of the Gaza Strip, we must pass through a checkpoint set up by the occupation. There were many bodies on the road. There were many children killed by the occupation. This was not the only terrifying thing. The terrifying thing was At any moment, soldiers could kill us with bullets or missiles. There were many ways to die on this road, but we were able to cross. ‏Then we went to the Maghazi area. We lived 4 of the most difficult days of my life on the sidewalk of the street, and after that we found a place to live, but after a short period, the occupation tanks entered the Maghazi camp without warning, and we were surrounded by tanks for a week. We did not have any food or any drink. Miraculously, we were able to escape from Al-Maghazi camp to the Deir Al-Balah area, but the occupation bombed a house next to our tent, so we were forced to flee to the Khan Yunis area. ‏Over time, we finally found shelter in Khan Yunis, but conditions did not improve. We went through very difficult times. There was no food, no drink, and no basic necessities of life. Fear and despair gripped our hearts, and it was difficult to imagine how this nightmare would end. ‏The nightmare ended with the occupation tanks entering Khan Yunis and killing everyone who stood in their way. Despite that, and thanks to God, we miraculously escaped under fire, and fear was present and spread everywhere. ‏After repeated attempts to escape and move between areas, we finally found a dilapidated shelter in which we currently live in the city of Rafah, which contains many displaced people. But the occupation army threatens to enter Rafah by land, and I am tired of this life and I want to have the opportunity to continue my education and have the opportunity to develop and grow outside Gaza, to build a better future for myself and my loved ones. ‏I need all of you to help me complete my education and be able to achieve my dreams and start a new life other than the life that ended in Gaza. Every dollar can make a difference and help me achieve my dream and build my future. Every dollar will make a difference and a change. If you cannot help me, share the link so that others can help . Thank you