Help After Cindy's Unexpected Passing

This is Cindy Chmiel. She was and still is the love of my life. She has recently passed away. All of a sudden. It pains me to do this but it was so sudden and quick I really haven't had much time to think let alone feel. I am asking for help every little bit will count. I would be totally grateful for whatever or anything. GOD BLESS, OR GODDESS BLESS IT BE to all who response .