Who are you? Hello, my name is Abeari. I'm a binturong (bear-cat) vtuber that is going through a bit of a rough time. I appreciate you taking interest in my situation whether you're curious about the context or looking to help after understanding what i'm dealing with.

About Me: I'm a millenial gamer that goes by Abe / Aby / Abey. I've also been a streamer for roughly 8 years and a vtuber for about 4. I love content creation in the form of streaming as a way of connecting to others inadvertently giving back to the world through loving others - something I believe is my purpose in life. Though I may just be an anime girl on the internet I am very much a real person behind the avatar you see on your screen. I just want to share fun times, hearty laughs, and silly moments.

A bit more about me:

✦ Born and raised in the Puget Sound area of Washington State

✦ Always sleeps with 2-5 pillows or plushies

✦ Prone to headaches & migraines so always drinking electrolytes

✦ Really enjoys singing though not the best at it

✦ Trained in Filipino traditional dancing all childhood

What's going on? I am very embarrassed to be asking for assistance but I don't have many options. I don't have family to rely on as both my parents have passed and... the people causing me grief now are the only family I have left... Buckle up. This is long.

✦ FULL CONTEXT CAN BE FOUND HERE; TLDR and more info below.

TLDR My relatives took advantage of my situation and offer me help escape danger, unfortunately, they decide to change their mind on various agreements and this among other stressful instances have caused my mental to decline. I did my best to appease them & live by their expectations only to find myself cornered: I have to flee (again).

What is your game plan? I will be fleeing my home in southern Arizona to live with a vtuber friend in another part of Arizona on the 2nd or 3rd Saturday of May (this month). The sooner the better. I will not be communicating that I am leaving or tell them where I am going out of fear of retaliation from my relatives.

How will your contribution be used?

All funds received from commissions or donations will go towards fleeing & getting situated.

The specifics needs:

✦ Gas costs for the drive

✦ Luggage for packing my few clothes

✦ 2 boxes / plastic containers for packing

✦ A new mattress with sheets & pillows

✦ A new desk & (possibly) chair

✦ To help me afford the cost of shipping my belongings from Portland to Arizona that I was unable to afford to ship back in January when I originally moved here.

Why should I help you? To be honest I'm sure there's others out there who deserve more help than I do but I can't help but shoot my shot. I'm struggling a lot right now and I just want to go back to working quietly in my room and not have to fear every time I step outside of my room.

"I don't want to just give you my hard earned money." I truly don’t feel comfortable asking for help most of the time but if you'd like me to earn my keep please know I do art! You can find my examples @ my VGEN but are welcome to DM me on discord (abeari) if you'd like to work with me directly!

How do I donate? Via this gofundme -- I promise all funds given & earned will go towards this relocating & re-establishing an environment for me to work in comfort at the most minimum level.

Closing: I, honestly, do not expect to get anywhere near the goal. And no matter what I am moving on the 2nd or 3rd Saturday in May whether or not I have enough for food, a mattress, or anything else I need to be situated. I need to get out of here and am desperate even if this situation is not as bad as my previous troubles. My heart is so heavy but I want to live like a person not like an unwanted animal. I deserve to be treated fairly and not pushed around by people I thought were helping me. If you have the means to help.. Please do. And if you don't that's okay. I appreciate you reading. Thank you so much.