‏السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

I am currently doing my GCSEs and I will finish secondary school on the 16th of June. After, I will be on a long summer holiday and I am currently suffering from severe domestic violence and financial abuse from my parents and brother. My parents do not provide my necessities, and sometimes even begging for basic things like shampoo or money for the bus, or to buy new clothes doesn’t work. I even lost my period because they won’t buy nutritious food and because of stress. I have PCOS (i went to the doctor for it) Supplements are an after thought, they mostly make air fried processed foods and I feel sick eating it but they won’t change anything. I would be happy to eat twice a day if it meant i ate two filling meals. I don’t even want high quality food, just something healthy. Before I say anything else, I am very content with the basics, I am not materialistic and I do not care about brands, excessive outings and the likes of it. Im not bothered by what others are doing i just want my basic rights and dignity. I understand how important it is to be mindful of money but my parents deny my basic rights. They say as long as there’s food *offered* to you, that’s their obligation done. I am not a fussy eater, but many times they won’t even make food so its me who has to make anything random for me and my siblings. I have to often leave the house because of the abuse and i don’t even have money for the bus to go somewhere and many times walking isn’t enough as its rainy.

I can’t even report it to anyone because I don’t want to get taken away by social services and I also have younger siblings who my parents and neglect and also abuse. I asked my uncles to talk to my parents but nothing worked and they live to far away to care. I just want to have some money to be able to afford necessities for the summer, I’ll be home for so long with nobody, no money not even free school meals. My parents both work yet they don’t give me anything out of spite and they want to control me. It doesn’t even sound real but wallahi they do that and its real. I want to be able to leave the house with my siblings when the abuse gets to much or even take them out to the library or just make fun memories. I am looking for a job but my NI number still hasn’t come yet so for now, I just want enough for the holiday and for the start of college in case I don’t find a job by then, and also to buy stuff for college in September. Allah’s my witness, everything I’ve written is true and I am not even exaggerating anything. This is my last resort and I turn to my muslim brothers and sisters for any sort of aid. If you can’t donate, please share, that would be appreciated and I ask Allah to make a means to paradise for you all. Ameen.

جزاكم الله خيرا